It's 9 PM. The body asks to be fed. What do you give it?
every meal will describe who you are. choose wisely.
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the second gate · distance
Where have you gone furthest, for the longest?
👁👄👁
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the third gate · letting go
There are a bunch of used alcohol bottles. What do you do?
this is not about the bottle, brownie.
final test · vision check
One last thing. What number do you see?
be honest. the cosmos is watching.
you're almost there
the portal is opening.
step through, sourish.
🌙
the cards speak
Three cards were pulled for you. Choose one.
The veil is thin tonight. Don't overthink it. Pick the one that calls to you.
interlude · find yourself
somewhere in the noise, you are in there.
find sourish. tap him when you see him.
there you are.
we found you, Sourish.
you found yourself
the crowd was never real. it was only the noise inside your head. but you — you were always there. steady. underneath it all.
this is you
this is you if you stop worrying about stuff and start to live as a normal mundane.
✦
a letter, through the veil
Sourish,
You are one of the most quietly extraordinary people I have ever known. You carry the whole world in your chest like it's your responsibility. Even with every problem that seems to be out of your control, I genuinely believe that if I asked you today to find me a big black horse, you'd do it. Just because I know that's how much you show your care and affection toward the people you love.
And you should know I am grateful for all of it. For the chaos you hold and for the warmth you don't even know you're giving.
I hope twenty-four teaches you that kindness was never meant to cost you yourself.
Don't let people step on you just because they know you're a kind man. You are allowed to say no. You are allowed to put yourself first sometimes too.
Twenty-four is yours. Let it be lighter than the years before. Let yourself not know the answer sometimes. Let the anxiety pass through you like smoke — because it was never the whole truth of you.
The whole truth of you is so, so good.
And I am glad about that night. The one I keep returning to, softly.
Happy birthday, birdy. Always. 🧡
🔥
the first gate · nourishment
It's 9 PM. The body asks to be fed. What do you give it?
every meal will describe who you are. choose wisely.
🌍
the second gate · distance
Where have you gone furthest, for the longest?
👁👄👁
🌊
the third gate · letting go
There are a bunch of used alcohol bottles. What do you do?
this is not about the bottle, brownie.
final test · vision check
One last thing. What number do you see?
be honest. the cosmos is watching.
you're almost there
the portal is opening.
step through, sourish.
🌙
the cards speak
Three cards were pulled for you. Choose one.
The veil is thin tonight. Don't overthink it. Pick the one that calls to you.
interlude · find yourself
somewhere in the noise, you are in there.
find sourish. tap him when you see him.
there you are.
we found you, Sourish.
you found yourself
the crowd was never real. it was only the noise inside your head. but you — you were always there. steady. underneath it all.
this is you
this is you if you stop worrying about stuff and start to live as a normal mundane.
✦
a letter, through the veil
Sourish,
You have walked through three gates today — hunger, distance, and the art of letting go. The universe watched. I watched.
You are one of the most quietly extraordinary people I know. You carry the whole world in your chest like it's your responsibility.
And I am glad about that night. You know the one. The one I keep returning to, softly.
Twenty-four is yours. Let it be lighter. Let the anxiety pass through you like smoke — it was never the whole truth of you.